My Video Game Collection!

Now I don't have the biggest collection, but I'm proud of it. Especially my Pokemon games. Bolded are my personal favorites. (Which is most of the list >.<) :D

Pokemon Red Version (Still got the box. >.<)

Pokemon Blue Version

Pokemon Yellow Version

Pokemon TCG

Pokemon Pinball

Pokemon Snap

Pokemon Stadium

Pokemon Gold Version

Pokemon Silver Version [x2]

Pokemon Crystal Version

Pokemon Sapphire Version

Pokemon Emerald Version [x2]

Pokemon LeafGreen (Got the box and instructions. >.<)

Pokemon HeartGold Version

Pokemon SoulSilver Version

Pokemon Black Version

Pokemon White Version

Marvel vs Capcom: Clash of Superheroes

Spiderman

Tales of Destiny

Tales of Destiny 2

Guitar Hero: World Tour

Silent Hill 2

Tales of the Abyss

Tales of Legendia

Silent Hill: Origins

Tales of the World: Radiant Mythology

Assassin's Creed

BioShock

BioShock 2

Dead Space

LA Noire
Little Big Planet [Game of the Year Edition]

Madden 12

Tales of Graces F

Uncharted: Drake's Fortune

Uncharted 2: Among Thieves

Uncharted 3: Drake's Deception

WWE 12

Sonic the Hedgehog

Sonic the Hedgehog 2

Sonic the Hedgehog 3

Sonic Adventure

Sonic Adventure 2

Sonic Shuffle

Soul Calibur

Gotta find the rest, haha >.<

4 Quattro Sports

Bandai Golf: Challenge Pebble Beach

Bases Loaded II: Second Season

Donkey Kong Jr.

Donkey Kong 3

Duck Tales

Double Dribble

Golf [x2]

The Goonies II

Iron Tank

The Legend of Zelda

M.C. Kids

Mega Man 2

Mickey Mousecapade

Mike Tyson's Punch-Out!!

NFL (Power Play Series)

Pac-Man

Paperboy

Popeye

Super Mario Bros./Duck Hunt

Super Mario Bros. 2

Super Mario Bros. 3

Talespin

Tiny Toon Adventures

Videomation

Wheel of Fortune

Where's Waldo

Mortal Kombat

Super Gameboy

Super Mario Kart

Super Mario World

Super Mario World 2: Yoshi's Island

Goldeneye 007

Mario Party

Harvest Moon: A Wonderful Life

Harvest Moon: Magical Melody
Luigi's Mansion

Super Mario Sunshine

Super Smash Bros. Melee

Tales of Symphonia

Animal Crossing: City Folk

Babysitting Mama

New Super Mario Bros. Wii

Mario Kart Wii

Mario Kart 7

Super Mario 3D Land
Tales of the Abyss


*New Games*
Batman: Arkham Asylum (PS3)
God of War HD Collection (PS3)
Kid Icarus: Uprising (3DS)
Mario Tennis Open (3DS)
Sonic Generations (PS3)
Super Meat Boy (PC)

Total (counted, physical) Games: 102

Song of the Day #62

Aside from the burst of music when I woke up, there was really no stand-out song of the day, until I was watching WWE Smackdown and cleaning and packing my old room. You guessed it, it was the Funkasaurus that brought me out of the funk that hit me at about 6 tonight. I love this gimmick, I love the dancing, I love Brodus Clay and I love this theme song. PLEASE! Somebody call my momma!

WWE Superstar 'The Funkasaurus' Brouds Clay's Theme Song- "Somebody Call My Momma"

A Day In Music #3!

Kanye West feat. Chris Martin- "Homecoming" from Graduation

J. Cole- "Before I'm Gone" from Friday Night Lights

Simple Plan feat. Alex Gaskarth- "Freaking Me Out" from Get Your Heart On!

Ray Charles- "Hit the Road Jack"

Huff and Doback- "Boats 'N Hoes" from Step Brothers

The Lovin' Spoonful- "Do You Believe in Magic" from Do You Believe in Magic

Simple Plan- "You Suck At Love" from Get Your Heart On!

Childish Gamibno- "Let Me Dope You" from Culdesac 

Bobby Darin- "Somewhere Beyond the Sea" from That's All

Hot Chelle Rae- "Tonight Tonight" from Whatever

Common feat. Lilly Allen- "Drivin' Me Wild" from Go! Common Classics

The Lonely Island feat. Santigold- "After Party" from  Turtleneck and Chain

A Day In Music #2

Childish Gamibno- "Bonfire" from Camp

KiD CuDi- "Solo Dolo" from Man on the Moon: The End of Day

Mos Def and Talib Kweli- "Children's Story" from Mos Def & Talib Kweli are Black Star

Say Anything- "Vexed" from In Defense of the Genre

Jimi Hendrix- "All Along The Watchtower" from Electric Ladyland

Taylor Swift- "You're Not Sorry" from Fearless

Drake feat. Chantal Kreviazuk- "Over My Dead Body" from Take Care

Drake feat. Lil Wanye and Andre 3000- "The Real Her" from Take Care

Consequence feat. Kanye West and John Legend- "Whatever U Want"

Simple Plan- "Loser of the Year" from Get Your Heart On!

Kanye West feat. Beyonce, Charles Wilson and Big Sean- "See Me Now" from My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy

Eminem- "3AM" from Relapse

Linkin Park- "Hands Held High" from Minutes to Midnight

Song of the Day #61

J. Cole's first studio album is definitely one I like. And after this randomly popped on shuffle last night it reminded me how good even a random song off  Cole World: The Sideline Story, can be. Basically "Lights Please" a song about sex, haha. But I think the chorus is damn fantastic, the beat is nice, Cole raps well, and even the verses convey more than just the act of making love.

J. Cole- "Lights Please" from Cole World: The Sideline Story

"Lights please, lights please

Turn off the lights

For now everything just seem so right

And how you make the darkness seem so bright

I'm feeling like things gon' be alright"

A Day In Music #1

My "Song of the Day" posts are cool and all but everyday (or whenever I do it) re-titling it "Song(s)" irks me for some reason. So on days when I have multiple songs I'll be doing these posts. Mix-Blogs you could call 'em. I'll run down my track-list of songs I listened to that day. Good? Good. So here, enjoy if you listen to one, all, or even just read what I listened to.

Nicki Minaj feat. Eminem- "Romans Revenge" from Pink Friday

Kanye West feat. John Legend- "Blame Game" from My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy

Nicki Minaj feat. Kanye West- "Blazin'" from Pink Friday

KiD CuDi feat. Kanye West and Common- "Make Her Say" from Man on the Moon: The End of Day

Kendrick Lamar feat. Ab-Soul- "Ab-Soul's Outro" from Section.80

B.o.B. feat Rivers Cuomo- "Magic" from B.o.B. Presents: The Adventures of Bobby Ray

KiD CuDi- "Soundtrack 2 My Life" from Man on the Moon: The End of Day

Kanye West feat. Lupe Fiasco- "Touch the Sky" from Late Registration

Song of the Day #60

Childish Gambino- "Lights Turned On" from  EP

Put Your Team On The Map, Blake Griffin On The Court

Childish Gambino- "Freaks and Geeks" from EP

I'm going to start this blog off with a realization. I hurt myself. With my thoughts, with my curiosity, with my incessant need to know things I shouldn't. I don't know why I do it to myself, giggity, but it happens. Knowing things I shouldn't, thinking things that aren't true. I hate myself for it, but the good coming out of this? I'm starting to numb myself, even not caring when it happens. I know a lot of things that I wish I didn't, but they're there and I have to deal with it. I love giving advice, but it's times like these I have to numb myself , which hopefully I'm doing. I need to move on cause what I thought was there, what I was told was there, isn't anymore. I could hold out hope, but what's the point, nothing works out in the end.

NOW onto the good stuff. Last Sunday till this Sunday was fantastic. Started off with a day of watching football and casting. Me and my best friends hung out all week. From watching wrestling and It's Always Sunny/Futurama, to playing (and beating) Uncharted 2, LA Noire AND Batman Arkham City and watching basketball. The week was fantastic. We also got a BUNCH more of our stuff moved to the new house, my room is prtty much all moved in, and got paid for it! Got The Self Destruction of the Ultimate Warrior, Dead Space, Super Smash Bros Melee and Super Mario Sunshine for $35! Ending this fantastic week of awesome, again another day of football and casting started. Save for this time it went for 14 hours and everyone stopped in! From Aria and Maggie for a bit, to having a hilarious call with Haru, Mike and Eddie! It felt good and topped one of the most fantastic weeks I've had in the past 4 months. Sports, TV, friends, family, and video games. What more could a guy ask for :D

Song(s) of the Day #59

No real reason or significance behind these songs, 'CEPT THEY'RE AWESOME! They just popped on and I liked 'em. BTW these have happened over the last three days. I really need to get back into the rhythm of doing this daily >.<

Nicki Minaj feat Rihanna- "Fly" from Pink Friday

Eminem- "25 to Life" from Recovery

Kanye West feat T-Pain- "Good Life" from Graduation

Song(s) of the Day #58

I've been listening to nothing but my CDs in my car as of late, but I finally decided to charge my PSP and drive with it on yesterday. These two songs that popped on, I have my music on shuffle, reminded me that I really started to expand my musical tastes a little more this year. Those were yesterday's songs. Today's song of the day is the theme from Batman: Arkham City. Seeing as late last night/early this morning I beat the story-line in one sitting with my two friends, I see no reason why this isn't today's song of the day. Fantastic game, fantastic story, just a great video gaming experience. Loved the game so much.

Killswitch Engage- "When Darkness Falls" from The End of Heartache

Simple Plan- "You Suck At Love" from Get Your Heart On!

Batman: Arkham City Theme

Song(s) of the Day #57!

Since Saturday I've totally been immersing myself in video games. So sorry for the lack of blog posts. Two in particular. These two are Uncharted 2: Among Thieves, which I hath conquered, and the game I'm currently going through LA Noire. Uncharted 2 is an amazing game and if you made me choose between it and Uncharted 3, I honestly couldn't. One of the big reasons for both of the games (and LA Noire) is their soundtracks. LA Noire has the early/mid 1900s jazz, big band, etc, while the Uncharted games have grandiose action filled scores that blow you away.

The Real Tuesday Weld feat. Claudia Brücken- "(I Always Kill) The Things I Love" from LA Noire

"Nate's Theme 2.0" from Uncharted 2: Among Thieves

Song(s) of the Day #56

All Childish Gambino edition. Been listening to this album the past two days driving between the houses moving stuff. All have lines and chorus' that already mean a lot to me and I feel have a bearing on my life. Not just that the lyrics are done well, the beats are amazing and they're just fantastic songs. Last year in November I couldn't wait for this album to drop. It took me a couple months to really get into this album, Camp, and I now adore it. Had it not been for Watch the Throne, this year and My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy last year, Donald Glover would have my album of the year two years running now.

Childish Gambino- "Letter Home" from Camp

"You're the only girl that I have ever wanted

Every other girl is trying to be you

My mama says that I should write you letters

But I think you're with other dudes

Take my hand, you'll like it

You don't even have to call

Yes I've had some alcohol, I'm sorry

Take my hand

You don't even have to call

You're somewhere out there after all

You're all I ever wanted

You're all I ever wanted

You're all I ever wanted"

Childish Gambino- "Heartbeat" from Camp

"She ain't a killer, but she'd fucking blow your head off

I know he wondering, "What the fuck you hiding?"

That we dated like raps about Bin Laden

Ayo, fuck this

Are we dating? Are we fucking?

Are we best friends? Are we something in between that?"

Childish Gambino- "L.E.S." from Camp

"Baby, you're the baddest

Baby, you're the baddest girl and uh

Nobody else matters

Nobody else matters girl and uh

We're kissing in the bathroom

We're kissing in the bathroom girl and uh

I hope nobody catch us

But I kinda hope they catch us"

"When I'm depressed you're someone I run to"

"Ooh girl, I wanna know

Are you ready to cry, cause I'm no good, no good

Ooh girl, I wanna try

I'm an awful guy and I'm always away

And I'm tryin' to say

I'mma piece of shit

Believe in this

I'm tellin' you

Cause we barely knew, what we had

I'm not that bad, the fun we had

Ooh"

Childish Gambino- "Kids (Keep Up)" from Camp

"If we were kids

I'd want to give you everything that you would want

Those other boys

They gave you toys, but all they wanna do is

Keep up

Keep up, keep up, keep up

That's all I want, keep up

Keep up with me, keep up

Keep up

Keep up, keep up, keep up

That's all I want, keep up

Keep up with me, keep up"

"The chips are up and on my shoulder, you heard me?

I take it out on girls who don't even deserve it"

"The only thing I put before me is do re

If you had told me the truth we’d be ok"

Mistakes and Moving

Earlier today I, after my new routine of getting up early and taking a two hour nap just before noon, I wrote a horrible blog post and possibly destroyed one of the best friendships I've ever had the pleasure of having. All cause of my moronicy. I've explained my horrible week, as an excuse, and now I just have to hope they forgive me. Hopefully time is on my side and it'll help heal the things I've done and said. I'd say I'll have accepted it if they didn't, but I'd probably spiral even more if they didn't. If they're reading it, I'm sure they know who they are...

I really only did one other thing today and it was a big thing. I started moving stuff from my room to my new room at our new house. I've moved all my dvds, video games and game systems. I've also moved my desk, tv, and bed over here as well. A ton of stuff to be honest. I think this is a huge step for me as I've been putting off moving my stuff cause I'm scared of everything changing in my life. So moving all this stuff is kind-of therapeutic for me.

I didn't do much else once everything got moved. We ordered Pizza Hut, I got a P'Zone and bread-sticks and my mom got Honey BBQ Wings. I watched a sub-par WWE Smackdown. Decent main event though between Big Show and Daniel Bryan with AJ Lee in a No DQ match for the World Heavyweight Championship. Watched the Mavs best the Bucks 102-79..or 76. I forget. Either way we stomped them. I then played Uncharted 2 (got to the 5th chapter) while watching the Heat get destroyed by the Nuggets and losing their third game in a row. I LOVE my new little HD set-up by the way, fantasticness.

I ended my night by popping in WWE 12 and watching How I Met Your Mother. Which I'm currently still watching while writing this. I'm close to catching up with new episodes AND finally finished the Villain Story in WWE 12. Huzzah!

Today was an awful day though, with some highlights sprinkled in. I hope and pray for forgiveness and also that I settle in our new house fine. I'm scared, feel stupid, tired, and alone. But I do wish the best for everyone who reads this. Whenever they read this. You don't wanna end up like me. You all do matter, even if you can't see it in yourself right now.

Song of the Day #55

I'm pretty sure I've done this song of the day before. But it's pretty self explanatory. I turn to Donald Glover (or Kanye West/Jay-Z) songs far too much. "Be Alone" is one of those songs I've been listening to for over a year now. And after this week two bars the chorus and says it all.

"I don't wanna be alone
I don't wanna be alone
I don't wanna be alone
I don't wanna be alone
I don't wanna be alone
I don't wanna be alone"

"It seems the more I try to connect with the world

I am feeling more alone than I ever have felt before

I wanna pick up the phone, ask my dad how to handle it

But what will happen when my dad’s not there to answer it?"

Childish Gambino- "Be Alone" from EP

Everybody Lies

Everybody lies. I love that line. For me made famous by Hugh Laurie aka Greg House on what may be my favorite TV show of all time. Now for all intensive purposes he means it in a medical sense, but comeon, this is House, he means everyone.

That's translated to my life in past six-ish months. Oh look, yet another emo, sadness, bullshit post. People said they'd be there for me, but aren't. Promises broken as well as me. They always say always there, but in the end it's always aloneness (Hell yeah I can use not real words). People say they hate seeing me sad or upset. Yet I've been a wreck the past two weeks and nothing. That if I couldn't go to them with my problems, they'd feel bad cause they wanna help. Yet nothing. They said they'd always be there, this is the kicker. But you guessed it, yet again, nothing.

Now I know people have problems of their own, and this may seem like I'm saying "Screw their problems, mine are more important," but I'm not. What I'm saying is that it's impossible to always be there for someone. Something comes up, you're sick, you have stuff going on in your life. I get it, I FUCKING get it, after this past year. But, don't lie to me and tell me that you'll always be there. No one can be. There's always gonna be that time (or in my case "times," haha) when people can't be around and you're left completely alone.

In the end all I'm saying is if you promise it to me and don't come through, tell me. Tell me we can't go to the movies when you're busy, don't leave me in the dark. Tell me if you don't wanna talk to me anymore or hang out anymore, don't leave me with my thoughts. Just be honest. Everybody lies sure, but everyone also..well hell I don't know where I was going with that. I guess the moral of this is, though I've lost hope in people you don't have to. To start, just stop lying.

Song(s) of the Day #54!

Pretty simple. As you probably already know I've been immersing myself into How I Met Your Mother this week. Here are two songs that have been rattling around in my head yesterday and today.

The Foreskins- "Murder Train"

Robin Sparkles- "Sandcastles in the Sand"

What is...SEE-attle?

Today was an on and off day for me. I went to bed at like 2-3 which was actually pretty early for me. I only got about three hours, but they were restful hours for some reason. So from six to eleven AM I was up...doing absolutely nothing. Watching more How I Met Your Mother, getting to season 5 already, and even getting some more Mario Kart 7 action in. If it wasn't for my goddamn thoughts it'd have been pretty much a perfect morning. Anywho at eleven I decided to nap, to clear my head. I've always loved naps and got a nice two hour one in.

I woke up at one and checked my ole fantasy basketball team one more time. Then decided to make a run to Entertainmart to (again) clear my head. In case you don't know, Entertainmart is a magical land of new and used movies, TV shows, CDs, and video games. The prices are usually fantastic and I always find a good deal whenever I head out there. I love this store. Today was no different as I grabbed LA Noire and Uncharted 1 and 2 for my PS3 for $55. Which I feel is a huge deal. Especially since Uncharted 2, that I got for $15, had the slip with an unused code for all the DLC.

At this point I'm sure you're blah blah blahing. When I got home I was all giddy so I took about an hour and installed all the games so I can be ready to go whenever I start them up. I'm hooked on How I Met Your Mother and watched it up until NBC Comedy Night, at least my shows of it started back up again. Could never get into 30 Rock but if I do I'm going to start from the beginning. My comedy night now starts with Parks and Recreation, leading into my favorite comedy The Office. Ending with a new show that bumped that God-awful Whitney out of it's time slot, Up All Night.  A solid night of comedy leading into me writing this.

After installing my games I packed up all my DVDs and video games into boxes. The first thing I've really packed for the move. I'm freaking out hard. I haven't been able to talk to anyone about this so these daily blogs I've been doing have helped. I hate my mind and thoughts right now, so if you've been trudging through and reading these, or talked to me at all thank you. This has been a terrible week for me and knowing that people still wanna talk to me or read this is really uplifting.

So as I struggle to come up with a conclusion for this while I eat dinner and watch HIMYM. I came up with this. To sandwich this paragraph between two pictures. Na-na-na-na-boo-boo-I've got-a-better-plate-of-food-than-you-do. And this. Thanks for reading.

What is the capital of the state that Ray Charles has "On His Mind?"

LeBron's Choking Epidemic Flares Up!

Today was truly a me day. Or an alone day, whichever you prefer. Got up at 7:30 and was the new house till 1:30 setting up the DSL and Direct TV.  While the guy was setting up all our TVs I got a lot of How I Met Your Mother watching in and some ole Mario Kart 7. I'm starting to get into How I Met Your Mother, it's not the best comedy I've ever seen. But it does have heart and a lot of references and one liners that have made me chuckle and laugh so far. Had a nice helping of Chef Boyardee and crashed haha at about 3 this afternoon. Got a nice three hour nap, which is probably why I'm up now.

I hate the fact we're moving and when I got up we moved more stuff over to the new house. Mostly food. I set up some DVR stuff and came back home. I know this post is thrilling stuff. Came home plopped in my room and watched the Mavericks/Celtics game until 8 when one of the best comedies of the last three years and the comedy that follows it came on. Modern Family is always hilarious and in it's second year Happy Endings has really surprised me. I love both these comedies and since Wednesday nights are chalk full off nothing on TV. 

Ordered the ole Pizza Hut while all this sports and comedies were going on. Large Meat Lovers with bread sticks on the side. A classic. It filled me up, I love Pizza Hut. And I love being fat cause I can pig out on it. Dirk then wowed me to end the Celtics game by making a rough two and foul shot leading the Mavs to their third win in a row. I then proceeded to start up more How I Met Your Mother while the Heat/Clippers game was on in the background. I'm telling you I started watching the series not a week ago and I'm already more than halfway through season 4. Once the 4th quarter in the game hit I had to watch LeBron have another melt down and lead his team to yet another loss in overtime. Not taking anything away from the Clippers who kept up with the Heat all game and kept it competitive. But still, LeBron's the best at choking when it matters most. Even better than most porn stars. 

Now it's another late night. I'm not tired. I'm alone. Feeling blue, ignored and watching more How I Met Your Mother. I'm writing this boring long post, cause...well I don't know. But when I start to write posts like this stuff just comes to me. I've never been good at conclusions when writing papers (or writing anything) though, so yeah, umm, that's it...uhhh...bye.

Song of the Day #53!

I don't think I've ever doubled up on a song of the day, but today's the first if I haven't. Was on the way home from a meeting at school. It didn't go to well, but everyone was kind and we talked a lot of stuff out. I wasn't feeling too great on the ride home. Then, for some reason I can't explain, Hot Chelle Rae and "Tonight Tonight" came on the ole radio. By now you should know Imma sucker for pop songs and that this is one of my favorites from 2011. The song hit and I just started smiling. After the bad day before and day leading up, I was just plain happy driving home. 

Three memories, fantastic memories (with coincidentally the same person), of listening to this song popped into my head. Now I'm sure these will never happen again, and the way things look I don't want them to. Memories, good or bad, are always gonna be there. Sure you can long for them, try to recreate them, or try to erase them. But it won't happen. With the good ones though, even if they happened with someone who you think is gone from your life, is in the process of removing themselves from your life, or really are gone, keep them. Cause I've learned, good memories are hard to come by.

Hot Chelle Rae- "Tonight Tonight" from Whatever

Somebody Call My Momma

So I got a lot of stuff going on in my life. Is how I would start out this blog if I were a 14 year old girl and Timmy just dumped me for slutty Miranda. I'm not ashamed to say, and I've said it plenty, that I'm a wreck right now. I'm not going to spiel off the list but today and probably tomorrow will be two of the hardest days in a long while. I don't have the person I used to vent to anymore, and as much as I hate it I'm trying not to rely on them. So I'm turning to what blogs are partly made for. Blogging about myself. 

I have a meeting at my college after a horrible two semesters and we're really starting to move today and tomorrow (TV, phone and internet are being turned on). I'm worried, scared, and all the other adjectives you can think of. I've been in this house for the last..about five years. I thought I'd be here till I finally moved out and all the best memories I have are here. Watching wrestling, movies, and TV with my dad. Getting my mom into Arrested Development first the first time. Having a huge back yard with a trampoline. I love trampolines, don't judge me. Starting my DVD collection. Having my first cast on JTV. Etc, etc. I'm going to miss this place, and I hate that we have to move. I'm starting my 7th (I think haha) semester in college too, hopefully. And that's it, the hopefully. This year hasn't been the best year, school-wise, and I was turning it around this past semester when my dad passed and then I completely tanked.

So this is the year if there ever was one. I guess. The last year of the world and I'm trying to turn mine around haha. Myself confidence is shot that I even have to blog about stuff like this now cause I can't talk about it. I'm fearful of everything going on right now. But if you're reading this thanks, and maybe you'll gain a little insight to me.

Song of the Day #52!

What else is it gonna be? As I'm watching Monday Night Raw they started to announce the now annual WWE Hall of Fame inductees. This years first inductee is one of the superstars that I've always loved. Great matches with everyone he was paired with, great promos, great sense for the business, and a great sense of humor to boot. Not to mention he has one of the best WWE themes ever. The song is Edge's theme "Metalingus" by Alter Bridge.

WWE Hall of Fame Class of 2012 Inductee Edge's Theme

Song of the Day #51! #Tebow #BasedTeboq #AllHeDoesIsLord

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Song(s) of the Day #47-50

This week has been a mighty lonely week for me, so as per usual I turn to entertainment. What show pops on but my favorite comedy on television, The Office, and a new show that I've seen, but never really gone through, How I Met Your Mother. Three songs aren't even full songs, but if you know The Office you know these fantastic and funny clips. And the latter is one of Barney Stinson's favorite songs to "pump him up" off of How I Met Your Mother.

The Hunted- "That One Night"

Andy Bernard- "Take A Chance On Me"

Michael Scott, Andy Bernard and The Office- "Stayin' Alive"

Bon Jovi- "Shot Through the Heart" from Bon Jovi

Page 8 of 366...Dammit! Screw You Twitter!

These past four months have taught me a few things. They've taught me that nothing good can come out of your life. They've taught me that after a bad part in your life, it just keeps piling on. They've taught me that even after your best and happiest days you end up alone. They've taught me that people, despite their best intentions, will always let you down. 

Don't get me wrong I've had plenty of good times since September. Like when I went through all those Halloween movies in October. Playing games with all my friends online. Casting for everyone who came to any of my casts. Watching great television shows and movies. But these past two weeks since Christmas reminded me why this all still sucks. 

I'm new to all this showing emotions and letting life get me down. Because frankly I had a pretty easy go of things till last year. 2011 was a year full of shit. My aunt died. I screwed up really big with people. Can't get over things. I'm holding pointless (and just plain bad) thoughts in my head that will never come to fruition. My dad died. And all in all I, you guessed it, ended up alone. Yeah yeah I know, boo-freakin-hoo. 

If you've stuck with me and read all this, thank you. Also I wanna thank the people who have been there for me. Like I said before, just hanging out with me on Skype playing Minecraft or while I cast. Getting me gifts on Steam and even sending me t-shirts and stuff, etc. Seriously, there's not enough praise I can give you. I love you for it.

I wish I could end this nonsense of a post saying that things will get better. But I'm not, and I'm not gonna hold my breath. I've been holding on to all this for a week now, waiting for the chance to vent that never came. Maybe it's cause I got my hopes up, maybe it's my own delusion, maybe they're just busy with their own shit or maybe it's cause they just don't care anymore. Don't know, don't really ever wanna know.

But I'm scared. With moving to a new house. Starting up a new semester in school. Not being in the right mind mentally. Missing people I can't be with and yearning to be with others that I can't be with either. I'm just plain scared. I know people are gonna talk. People are going to assume it about this that and the other. And it probably is. 

Gossip, analyze me, call me emo, ostracize me, whatever. I don't care. I just had to get all this off my chest. I don't even know yet if it's helped. Despite all this though there's still that hope buried down somewhere in me I'm sure. Just right now, it's hard to even attempt to try and dig it up.

tl;dr